Super Heterodyne

:)

2009-11-23T20:33:00.001+08:00

good boys go bad! :)

2009-10-17T00:19:00.005+08:00

Cobra Starship

The frontman is weirdly cute!

Ryte? :)

I like!

:))

Monday Blues

2009-09-25T13:26:00.001+08:00

My mood every Monday morning when going to work....

(Selamat Hari Raya everyone!)

chpt 80:

2009-08-28T17:08:00.006+08:00

YAHOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO!

miss my vayvie...
:(

(upcoming posts will be updated in other blog for the moment.)

chpt 79

2009-08-26T17:27:00.016+08:00

OUH-MY-EFFING-FREAKING-GOD

click to enlarge.

"Description: I'm a Male, 21 years old Malay providing special entertaining services for ladies out there who needs someone to accompany, fill their lives, make them satisfy their desires. 1.7m in height and 60kg in weight. Medium toned body. You can call me at -------- or SMS me if you can't get through."

and so he says i'm "pompuan murah"...

Well well well....

ps. if its the dad, "anak pakcik tu jage dulu okay?"

chpt 78

2009-08-25T16:03:00.011+08:00

Translation.....

VERSE 1:
From the first time we met, I knew we would be friends
You had a different air than others that I knew
I am also alone in this world I’ve come to know
Finally, I’ve met someone like you

I know that I might’ve been a bit cold at times
But that was just the way I dealt with all my fears
You took the first step to show I don’t have to be alone
And now I, I know I love you

CHORUS:
I will be waiting for you
Don’t care how long it may take
I will always be right here
When you need to laugh or cry

You let me know
When you are ready to love
And I will rush to your side
To sweep you into my arms

VERSE 2:
Maybe one day you’ll know the love that I’ve kept inside
I know love comes with pain; it’s so hard to erase
All that I’m asking is for you to let me stay here
Don’t be scared; you can lean on me

Repeat Chorus

BRIDGE:
I know I’ve found the one when I look into your eyes
I will wait by your side till you can give me your heart

I dont need a BF, coz i've got you..

:)

chpt 77

2009-08-19T00:41:00.007+08:00

Thank u for them bday wishes guys...

:))

Pics and elaboration wont be posted here though...but rest assured it was a blast and it was real special...
(u know i know where ryte?)

Hehe, now gona concentrate on studying! Exams in a few days time hor....
:/

Hope2 i pass coz kalau tak kesian my two PD partners for next sem... Dah smangat2 group ourselves(at the very last minit coz we bodoh tak tau bace email skola pe), skali next sem, kurang satu... Haha... So better pass ok indra n jazly... Dah lah kite 3 ade repeat module...Haha.. Imagine kalau 2 of us fail n kene tendang skola...abeh yg lagi satu kene buat project sorg2 ke?? Mampos...tak sanggop seyy...

Hmm, nak reborn rambot sblom puase or during.....
*think2 to self*

N,

I miss my vayvie, cat...
:((

Jom buka same2 k!!

Kite rindu awak byk2...

Happy fasting people!!

(saya berjanji saya akan puasa lebih sikit dari tahun2 yang lepas...)

Yeyey, dapat celebrate hari raye ngan azmi this year..yeyey!

:D

chpt 76

2009-08-13T00:05:00.001+08:00

HAPPY 21ST B'DAY TO ME! :)

chpt 75

2009-08-11T23:15:00.000+08:00

woooot!

Freaking eggcited coz its gonna be my berfday soon...! 21 years of living and breathing in this world... Fuh! A little over 2 decades... The legal age... I feel a little old now...

And to top it off, azmi dapat amek leave on my bday!! Dah approve! Yeyey! I nak ngok crite "UP" u........

Shuker!

chpt 74

2009-08-10T01:17:00.002+08:00

"The truth that many people never understand until it is too late is that the more u try to avoid suffering, the more u suffer, because smaller and more insignificant things begin to torture u in proportion to ur fear of being hurt."
-Thomas Merton

Well said indeed. On a different note, yesterday marks 44 years of independance for Singapore. Im happy and proud to be a Singaporean.. (haha, mcm paham). Anyways, my day was great! Get to meet azmi, get to see fireworks, get to eat seaweed fries...hahaha.. Surprisingly, city hall area wasnt as crowded or congested as the years before.. Which is good for me as im claustrophobic.. And it was windy...i wasnt sweating like hell... :) took pictures of the choppers carrying the singapore flag and the fireworks which will be hopefully uploaded on the next post...Ok, got nothing else to say for now.. Need to sleep coz gonna wake up at 7 later...(5 more hours! Argh!)

Nyte2! Muacks!

chpt 73

2009-08-06T10:46:00.002+08:00

Hey ho... sorry nothing to blog about this days accept the fact that i have been sick since last saturday... very torturing... the highest temperature was 39.5.... feel like dying..haha.. but now i'm better... makan byk obat hari2.... :)

Anyways, i saw the "Ass" look-a-like again today and i just realize, its his birthday today.. Hope u get back what u deserve ass****. What goes around, comes around....

k, gtg... meeting azmi later..he's fetching me from school!! first time seyyy...... :)

Chpt : 72

2009-07-30T15:37:00.006+08:00

Karaoke-ing with the work gang was fun, though abit pelik.. haha, it was their first time karaoke-ing in Singapore... Plan lain, at last lain yang jadi...haha... The occasion, was to say farewell to Michael who is going back China... Rindu member closing shift aku... :(( Well niwayz, i didnt join them for dinner coz i meet with azmi first at Tampines. Patot ikot skali coz they eat Sakura at Orchard situ... Free plak tuuuuuuuu..... haha... But i and azmi eat at Macdonalds and i eat Double Fillet o Fish with seaweed fries!! yuuuuumy! haha.. then kawan azmi, haiqel and his partner datang and join and talk with us... Gerek... :) Around 9pm me and azmi were off to Orchard to the K-box there at ceneleisure and wait for them.. The room was very spacious but the service, Sucked. haha.. agaknye tak paham bahase english... haha... nevermind... Kak Syah and "wani" joined us later....I can see that they were really having fun that day.. but tooo bad we had to leave early coz azmi kene bangon pagi the next day... Dier bawak motor mcm speeding bullet... tak pernah pernah.. haha... one hour is what he took from orchard to jurong to tampines... fuh... hahahaha... Come back soon Michael! we miss you!

there is a video but donnoe if can upload or not... i'll try..haha.. hilarious!

its abit dark...

chpt 71

2009-07-22T00:36:00.003+08:00

...dah tau saket blang lah tak boleh jumpe. Nie org tanye u nak meet, u kate nak..them tyme jumpe, mcm toot... U make me feel fucking guilty for meeting u and for u sending me home. Dammit. Now i feel more shitty...

Thanks eh..

chpt 70

2009-07-19T23:41:00.002+08:00

Why today sucked.

:- smalam didnt end well
:- Keje super early today
:- ramai customers
:- rashes
:- left outlet early during slam just so to...
:- cancel my treat to family just for...
:- pasal si DIER tu
:- weather sucked
:- that time of the month
:- seeing the scratches on my hp
:- sok pagi, ade the lab bodoh tu.

Argh, fuck it lah. Malas aku.

..the only good thing is watching harry potter on channel 5.

chpt 69.

2009-07-19T00:57:00.002+08:00

just as she lay down on her bed, she broke down. Broke down hard....

...her hands reached towards the safety pin that has been on her bed since god knows when...then she....

Chpt 68: B'dayyyy

2009-07-13T11:53:00.003+08:00

I finally bought azmi his b'day present after sooooo long.... hahaha... :)

Happy belated birthday vayvie! :D hope u like your new prezzie..................

Samsung Jet!!!!

and thank you for the advance b'day present tooooooo!!!

which is.....

Samsung Jet!!!

hahahahhahahahahaha...... Same2!!
Dowan to sound very corny but we bought the same hp and our no is almost identical toooo...
Hurhurhur...

K, thats all folks

Chpt 67: Barista Olympic

2009-07-09T20:04:00.004+08:00

Yesterday was the CBTL annual Barista Olympic and me and azmi went there to support Kak syah and Michael and Lucille too who made it to the finals.. Too bad Michael didnt win in the Barista Catagory but a HUGE congratulations to Kak Syahedah for winning 1st place! yey! so proud of her! Her cappuccino was the best so amongst all.... Me and Azmi went all the way to Chinatown Point to get dry ice...Sampai kene saman oooi....... i want to upload the videos but malas lah....haha...

Michael was actually dancing to the MJ music will doing his presentation. :)

Kak Syah presenting her signature drink which consist of
Black Sesame ice cream, and espresso and a hint of syrup.
Nice.

My favorite people at work. ;)
(Michael, Syahedah & Norman)

I want samsung jet........ :(

Chpt 66: Hot Bods

2009-07-02T11:09:00.005+08:00

What's handsome for me is not necessarily handsome for you and vice versa. Right vayvie?

Chace Crawford(GG's Nate Archibald)

Jensen ackles (Supernatural)

Adam Lambert(A.I)

Ed Westwick (GG's Chuck Bass)

Tak handsome ke nie kawan2???

ouh ya, yang nie pon handsome for me..........

Azmi vayvie!

Hehehehehehe... :)

Chpt 65: a-z

2009-06-27T10:14:00.003+08:00

A - Age
21.

B - Bed size
Haha..top deck single bed.

C - Chore you hate
Clean my room. :/

D - Dog's name
Dont have dogg.

E - Essential start-your-day routine
Good morning sms to vayvie. :)

F - Favorite color
Jet Black.

G - Gold or Silver
Silver

H - Height
Last checked in 2005, its 165cm. hehe

I - Instruments you play
Guitar, keyboard and recorder(pri sch time)

J - Job title
Barista.

K- Kid(s)
Not at the moment. Kids are annoying.

L - Living arrangements
5 room, with 2 parents and 2 other siblings.

M - Mum's name
Jainah Jacob. haha.

N - Nicknames
Faez.

O - Overnight hospital stay other than birth
-

P - Pet Peeve
Mr-Know-It-All, the macam pahamers, etc.

Q - Quote from a movie
"Autobots, roll out."

R - Right or left handed
Right.

S - Siblings
2 older sisters.

T - Time you wake up
today? its 9.30am.

U- Underwear
Always black.

V - Vegetable you dislike
The bitter ones.

W - what makes you run late
when i'm working, and have to extend hours. Usually, i'm always early. Right vayvie...

X-rays you've had
---

Y - Yummy food you make
Coooookies hahahahahahhahahaah and my instant tom yam noodles.

Z - Zombies are attacking, what do you do?
Call the monsters in Monsters Vs Aliens. ;)

Chpt 64: Overdue

2009-06-25T20:49:00.003+08:00

Hello people! Sorry havent been updating for the past week. Been busy with work. Everytime need to extend hours till late. So very tired upon reaching home everyday. Tomorrow is my off day! yey, nak tdo sampai petang..hurhur... well, just wanna say thanks vayvie for picking me up and sending me home the days when i have to do OT and i know ur tired too from work....Thanks AZMI VAYVIE!! Muacks... :)

k den, will update more tmr or wat...nak download lagu2 sedap2...

in the meantime, nak update a few pics including the date with sisters w vayvie. (we went to omni max theatre to watch Monsters Vs Aliens 3D).

Nice place ryte? Its at Joo Koon :)

Me and sisters

Vayvie!

Ade rainbow pat work! :D

This black cat tried to climb up on my lap!
Kawaii!!!!

K,bye.

(ps. rindu awak....)

Chpt 63:Samsung JET

2009-06-17T11:56:00.007+08:00

I WANT THIS PHONE......

SAMSUNG JET

Details (CLICK HERE)--->1

Details (CLICK HERE)--->2

Chpt 62: dap2

2009-06-15T00:05:00.002+08:00

Lepak jap pat henderson waves, then off to simpang bedok for dinner! Craving for local food! I ate mee goreng seafood and vayvie ate mee tom yam..
Dap2!

Chpt 61: vayvie

2009-06-14T00:11:00.003+08:00

Chpt 60: Back

2009-06-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

Vayvie Vayvie Vayvie!

Yey!

:)

btw, she's back.... :)

nak jumpe dier........... :(

Chpt 59: lastly

2009-06-12T12:22:00.005+08:00

today at 4pm will be my last paper!
Finally....
Can work work work everyday for 2 weeks straight.
No need to think about anything or anyone so much.
:)

One.more.try

Chpt 58: thinking

2009-06-10T23:40:00.009+08:00

Finally, i've deleted the "beribu ribu lemon" messages in my inbox. Narrowed to just over a hundred. Only kept the memorable ones mostly or 99% of it is from him... Reading back slowly one by one, i cant help but to feel abit sad and emotional... It was meant in a good way.. I missed those times.. If u could read it n i'm sure u would feel the same way. Where have our feelings gone to? Though we may never admit it, we are slowly drifting away. I wished there's sumthing that i can do to reverse it all back...

But, it takes two hands to clap.

Chpt 57: stupid

2009-06-09T23:18:00.002+08:00

I'M STUPID, I'M DUMB, I'M IRRELEVENT...

I'M NOTHING.

Period.

Imissmygirlfriendverymuch...Iwonderwhatsheisdoingnow..
:'(

Chpt 56: A.I

2009-06-08T16:43:00.006+08:00

Its exam week and here i am..........

NOT STUDYING!

....Great....

btw, Adam Lambert hook hawter with goatee! (& no kohl)

Am i ryte? (ke kinda look like my fren tristan)

but tak kisah lah, though he's gay, Adam Lambert is smokin' hawt!

woah...

:D

(p.s i miss my rawkstar)

Chpt 55: mugging

2009-06-07T01:05:00.002+08:00

I hate studying! Serious shit...

Mid terms is starting on monday and i have 5 examinable subjects and i just begin studying yesterday and im still in holiday mood!! Mangkok-zing!!!!

The cure: Went shopping with azmi just now.. Bought 3 clothes at cottons on and a few accessories and going to buy new sandals/slippers at m]phosis.. Nice... :D

Feel better, but only awhile....

Now mugging...

*_____*

Hope you like the bermudas u..!! ^_^

Chpt 54: berfday

2009-06-04T00:51:00.012+08:00

A Very Happy Berfday to my 2nd Oneesan! :)

(copyrighted from Friendster)

Anyways, im in a good mood today..tak tau kenape so people, dont make my mood change okay? I like it this way.

(edited: i realized that this emoticon from Azmi was the cause of my "good-mood-ness"...)

" : O "

Ahhhh....

And i miss alot of people at the moment!!!

Fyi, i can speak abit of mandarin, japanese and tagalog... Mandarin and tagalog from work and japanese from my super anime freak sister.. Hahahehehuhu! (Tak leh marah2 ok, berfday per..) :D

Chpt 53: time

2009-06-03T00:09:00.008+08:00

This is what ur gonna get....

Till i see the change/improvements/difference..

...the old self who im head over heels falls for...

Domo Arigatao Gozaimasu.

Chpt 52: wake up!

2009-06-01T22:27:00.012+08:00

...tdo tdo tdo..tu je lah u pandai...

Now, not even a simple goodnyte or signaling that ur going to sleep. Worst still, not even enthusiastic when its me who messaged? (kalau orang laen...no. 1)

Haiz..

Its been WEEKS and i still feel the tension...(in case ur too blur sotong to realize)

What the BLOODY HELL are u trying to imply?!

What mind games are u playing with me?

U want me to play ur silly little game?

I dont. And i wish u would stop.

Cant we be like any other? Cant u be normal? Do something can? Dont just sit n wait n do nothing!!

I really really really hate this feeling.

Im already fucked up about school work and everything else in my life so please not about u too.

Enough is enough.

Someone please save me before i go crazy...

(pivatizing soon?)

Chpt 51: Bored

2009-05-31T20:06:00.010+08:00

It's a Sunday and i'm not working coz i thought.......... but here i am dating my computer at home.

To you, this week no, next week another big fat NO. Friday-work, Saturday-work and Sunday-Grandma House day. Too damn bad right. I am working not for my own benefit. U should know that.

Anta no koto daikirai, baka

(but my thoughts you can't decode)

Chpt 50: Breeds

2009-05-28T21:25:00.016+08:00

...since we're in the topic about family heritage and stuff..then i'm gonna blog about it...

Lets analyze, mixed breeds or pure breeds?

I often come across people blogs stating that they're mixed.. I mean what's there to be so proud of? Why must u brag to the whole world that ur a mixed breed? Prettier meh? More handsome meh? No pun intended though. So jangan terase ok kawan2.. I mean if ur parents genes are compatible, then u would turn out nice.I have seen a mixed breed gone wrong.. Call it exotic look or what, but for me, its F-U-G-L-Y. Like the 2 Fast n 2 Furious japanese-american girl... nice meh? look retarded adelah..

Whatever it is, i think being a pure breed is much much better. Hahaha. Like in animal shows/competitions, pure breeds are more "valuable". Am i right? Very hard to find a pure breed animal now. All mixed, like the stray dogs or alley cats. Also, if everyone in this world is gonna be mixed, then everyone will look the same in the future...

EVERYONES GONNA BE BEIGE!!

Well in the end, whether we're a pure or mixed, we're still human. And we should thank god for what we are. :)

*Russell Peter is hilarious! If u have yet to view his stand up comedy act, ur missing a whole lot of funnies. I never get tired of watching him over and over again.*

...somebody gonna get a hurt real bad.....Somebody... I'm not going to say who.... Oh I think you might know him very well!....(LMAO!)

(I remember the time when me and azmi like to joke about this when he want to tickle me....and i would hug him...)

BE A MAN, DO THE RIGHT THING!!!
ok azmi?
:p

nanpengyou, ni zai na li?

Chpt 49: Rockband Unplugged

2009-05-26T21:45:00.008+08:00

The game i'm hooked on right now on my psp...

ROCKBAND UNPLUGGED!

Super cool game.. which SUPPOSEDLY to be released on June 9 but i already got it quite some time ago...
huhuhu...
My band lead singer is super kawaii..
Nak bf cam dier lah...
:D

wo yao nánpéngyou... Ke yi ma?

Chpt 48: Pain

2009-05-25T22:13:00.007+08:00

My cephalocoele is in arthralgia.. Think got migraine coz the vena cava at my right ophthalmoscope is throbbing whenever i try to look or move it to the right.

Haha...best dapat bapak keje pat hospital..so we know some medical terms...

Just for the record, balanitis is penis.. Nyehehehehe... :p

but serious, i am having migraine since morning...

(Now its different. If u dont, just say so.Dont make it worst.)

Chpt 47: sad

2009-05-24T01:21:00.011+08:00

...deep down inside she's just a girl. A girl with hopes and dreams of being happy, feel loved and feeling that she's special and plays a rather important role to that someone...

Not being mocked and criticized at something she were'nt able to do, not being left out with things, not Not being taken seriously by that someone.

Call her crazy or what not, but she do like it the traditional way...the impromtu meets, the sweet love messages, the treats, anniversaries and etc...

But too bad right? Fairy tales dont exists.. She should face up to reality... She should know that she is just the "just-a-date" girl to that someone. And sadly, nothing more.

It's been 5 years since she felt like that...felt like she's in a real and proper relationship... How her heart aches...

That's the "yin" part, unfortunately, the "yang" part is....

"Then don't address her as your girlfriend to your friends. Coz its not true, like how u claimed u both to be."

sad.sad.sad

Chpt 46: Dejavú

2009-05-22T01:04:00.002+08:00

Ever had that sudden rush of dejavú? Chills running down ur spine?

Or the flashbacks of ur pasts which u had (or still want to)forget about?

When that person touched on the physically abused topic, first thing that came to mind was "that day". Short flashbacks playing in my head as i stare to blank space..

Not many knew.
It pains my heart to recall.
The gripping, shoving, shouting, pulling, throwing of things, the tone of voice, the expressions...

And i cant believe how stupid and naíve i was to forgive. Guess i was a sucker for teary eyed and persistent guys.. Then came round 2...and 3....

Thank god its all over. Never would i ever succumb to that physical AND mental torture again. It was ever so tiring...

Speaking of tired, i really need to sleep now...
Nyte.

Chpt 45: Schmommy!

2009-05-19T23:26:00.008+08:00

Happy Birthday Schmommy!

:D

Yum-meh all chocolate cake from Awfully Chocolate...!

xoxo

Chpt 44: Pizza Hut

2009-05-18T20:13:00.010+08:00

Hello avid readers,

I, Faezah, would like to share how well my day was, last Sunday.

Here goes...

Me and Azmi finally went to eat...

Yummy!

Azmi came down to Jurong to pick me up from under the block. :)

Around 4.30pm, we made our way to Suntec City Mall by train.

"Almost" got lost trying to find the restaurant.

We ordered:-

-Regular size Cheesy Lava Stuffed Crust Meat Galore.
-10 piece Sweet N Spicy Drumlets.
-2 Soup of the Day (Mushroom Soup)
-2 Root Beer with Vanilla ice cream

We didnt manage to take the real pictures coz we're really hungry, so we just dig in when the food came. Lapar gile babz.

After which, we then proceed to...

..watched a few indie indonesian bands perform..

the second one is better ryte vayvie?

and take pictures of ourselves...

Left esplanade around 9.30pm, and head home...

he sent me back of coz...

I enjoyed it much much

n not forgetting, he looked super hawt too

:)

Next Stop ......

Chpt 43: Free time

2009-05-15T00:17:00.006+08:00

While waiting for azmi to meet me at tampines, i went from Topshop to Dorothy Perkins at Tampines 1 to try on nice clothes and taking pictures of myself in the fitting room.. I had alot of time BECAUSE..... azmi lupe nak bwk hp dari gi keje tadi pagi.... Cute pe perangai... =_______=

So dari pagi i msg him, he never reply....I thought his ppaid was low lah since he said the day earlier his ppaid only left 2bux.., so i topped up 4 him..pon takde respond...i miss called him...den his sister called using his hp saying that her brother lupe nak bwk hp gi keje...hahahaha.... But anyways soon after that he called me n straight away meet me...busuk2 and all...haha..very sweet... Had dinner at long john silver and lepak2 at i dont know which block then buy drink n went home...

Sleepy...nak tdo..sok skola...lpas tu keje...penat....nite2...

xoxo

*wo xiang ni, qing ai de*

Chpt 42: The number 6

2009-05-14T00:16:00.004+08:00

..Feeling abit pelik n confused to what the number 6 got to do with me..

People that is/was close to me has something in common...their burfdays... For starters, vayvie's burfday is on 6 may, my first n only ex bf burfday falls on 6th jan, that no-good-u-know-who burfday falls on 6 august and my ex TTM/bestfriend's burfday falls on 6 june...

Just a coincidence?

My "lucky number"?

Hmm....

I doubt so.

Chpt 41: New stuff

2009-05-13T00:07:00.006+08:00

hey ya'll...

Had an impromptu meet with azmi just now.. Last minute change of working schedule coz i miss him.. Haha.. Went to Tampines to see him tau.. We topped up his train concession pass thinking it would be better since dier belom dpt alek bike dier pe...n will pakai byk duit pulang balek jurong kalau top up biase nye...(skali last minit tak payah gi jurong. Bloody mangkok btol. Waste je.) Then we went to cut his hair at Tamp1... Cheap2 one only...

After that, tros went for hp hunting...! Surveyed from one shop to another then back then to the other again...n we were still clueless.. At last, when having dinner at Macdonalds, we plan to only buy phone when we both get the GST money in July...hahaha... Think its better...so we have more choices... tak payah terburu-buru n regret later...

And the thing is we will buy the phone for one another..Konon2 mcm burfday present lah gitu....hahahaha...most probably the same hp but different color...maybe je.. We're gonna apply 4 line...

Yey-zing!

Chpt 40: Webcam

2009-05-11T23:38:00.003+08:00

The wonders of webcam.......

hahahaha, tau.....lambat setapak.....

xoxo

Chpt 39: Celebration

2009-05-07T18:51:00.012+08:00

Hey hey hey!

Here's the pictures for yesterday small birthday celebration for my vayvie...

We ate at Fish n Co @ Suntec
nice and cozy place..

....we were lost trying to get there....
hehehe

Sharkie Freeze (size bapak2)

Swordfish Collar

Grilled Bijen(??) Salmon

& 2 fish chowder....

Kite nak order calamari but nasib tak, makan nie je dah kenyang gile swinez....

He wore collered shirt! :)

Then we went to Marina Square to catch a movie....

While waiting for the movie.....

Him and his cake.. :)

The cake (Chocolate exotic)

I was actually trying to avoid him taking my pic...

Peace!

We watched X-men!! *thumbs up!*

Hope u enjoyed it as much as i did vayvie!

..dun forget our pizza hut date next k?

Thats all :)

xoxo

Chpt 38: To that special sumone

2009-05-06T00:00:00.007+08:00

Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To You,
Happy Birthday To Azmi Vayvie....
Happy Birthday To You....!!!

Happy happy 22nd birthday vayvie!

May you achieve all ur aspirations n wishes..

I'm always here 4 u ok..

And im really glad to be able to finally celebrate ur bday with u tiz year... If u remembered last year, today was the day i finally took the courage to sms n wished u happy birthday after what had happened between us the year before...

Vayvie, i want u to know that all that while, even when i was with u know who, i had always been thinking of you. Every night n day... Pretending that it was u n not him... Im happy that we are what we are today... Even when we're not really bf/gf pon i tak kisah...kite TTM(Teman Tapi Mesra) 4-ever! Whatever happens, i will be right beside u in anything and everything that u do...

...enough of the mushy2 stuff... I cant wait 4 our date tomorrow!...

=)

Mish u more than u do vayvie...

xoxo

Chpt 37: Stormy Weather

2009-05-04T14:23:00.004+08:00

Hey guys,

how have u been doing?

I'm fine. Thank you.

haha...wth...

Well, i was busy working on Labour Day and the following day. full shift siolz.. Orang lain labour day sit at home, aku kene kerje mcm mangkok. hahaha.. Busy tooooo the max lagi.

Saturday nite after work/Sunday = SUX

Like there was a storm or what at Pasir Ris Park. pffft.. Wasnt happy. Didnt enjoy. Sorry bb, i was muke mcm taik the whole nite.

~Vayvie, taknak overnite lagi tau. Tak shuker. :/

Had Burger Kings for breakfast then sit2 at tempat kenangan zaman silam, Sun Plaza Park. hahahaha..

Den went home around 11am.

like what vayvie said, though how cork up the plan went, we still enjoy our time with each other.

:)

~~~~~and i eat alot on sunday. Burger King, Seafood tempure, Chilli Crab instant noodles and rice with sambal tahu n fishballs.~~~~~~~~~~

Fuh! k, dah gemok dah.

Chpt 36: Seeing double

2009-04-30T23:25:00.009+08:00

Nothing to blog about lah. Swine flu kecoh per.. Kene bwk thermometer to school i think...so the mah-fan one... Bloody swine btol...

Anyways, the reason i pick this pic to be the main pic of this blog (my favourite boy) is coz he look so incredibly good.. good enough to eat! Am i ryte? Summore he wear collered(is this how its spelled?) tee/shirt...i like guys wearing that kind of top.. Hehehe.. Sexy...
And not to mentioned his hair. Top it off with that smile....and eyes...

*smiles wide2 n starry eyed*

Leh cair beb.

BUTTTTT...... I like him in anyway that he is.. Kurus ke gemok ke, kaya ke broke ke, hensem ke hodoh ke, bodoh ke pandai ke, or cacat ke tak,

as long as its HIM...

I like u just the way u are bb~
xoxo

:)

Chpt 35: Robotics

2009-04-29T10:01:00.005+08:00

GOOOOOOOOOD morning people...

"I-am-a-su-per-ro-bot-to-day. Compute-compute." *monotone*

hahaha.. WHAT THE HELL lah.

I'm in class now..learning about Robotics... cooooool perrrrrrrrrrrr.... and i am going to make my robot dance!

wondering why i'm so freaking happy?

Hmmmm....what for always angry2 or moody2 ryte?

I'm a HAPPY girl!

yeah.

wooooo-hoooooo!

Adios

Chpt 34: This Moment

2009-04-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

U really have outdone it this time.

I cancelled my working schedule today for nothing. In the end, it seems i was more hurt and dissapointed than u.

Lesson learned: Dont have high hopes on that sumone, coz u'll be sorely dissapointed in the end.

I know i did.

Well, im still just "faezah jrg" in ur contacts right?

..from now on, i wont be the one initiating..

Chpt 33: Need you (part 4)

2009-04-27T21:45:00.005+08:00

She texted him for quite some time but yet, he still hasnt replied back.

"Is he ok?"
"What is he doing now?"
"Did he already had his dinner?"
"Did i do something wrong?"
Those were the questions that is running through her mind right now.

"He is probably very tired and fell asleep." she assured herself.

and she continued to wait....like she always do...

Chpt 32: Hot

2009-04-26T23:26:00.003+08:00

Supa hot. Cant take it anymore!! I wanna live in North Pole. Anyone wanna join?

Schooling at 8am!! Need to go. If not they will call home AGAIN. Wtf? *italian hand action* How they get my house no. oso wo pu chi tao lah.. I know i took the trouble to change it on my address page at MeL.. Bloody hell... Sibok ar nie skola..People punye pasal lah nak gi sekolah ke tak. Yang rugi is us. not them..let us suffer our own fate. Tetap dapat duit pe..nak dpt recognision for fcuk? *rolls eyes*..

Enough said, i neeeeeed to sleep lay dey...

Ching ai de, wo xiang ni ley... Wo yao meet u quai tian b4 wo go pentan.. :(
-maen hentam aje lah. Sape paham, bagos.-

Jia jie

Chpt 31: Bruised and Battered (part 3)

2009-04-24T00:00:00.008+08:00

She was silent. It was that time again. Time to go back home. She dreaded this moment. She didnt want to leave him.

As the train back to her place gets nearer, she gets more restless. "Ok bye", she finally said.

"Bye dear. I enjoyed today. Thank u for spending time with me.", he said.

They hugged n he kissed her on the cheeks and she begin to drag her feet off...

As their distance grew further apart, she turned to look back at him, hoping he would still be there looking at her, giving her assurance and strength but.....

He wasnt there anymore. He was already far away.

As she watched him walking away, a tear rolled down her cheek...

She was heart broken.....once again.

Chpt 30: Fly

2009-04-23T00:08:00.002+08:00

I swear that i was almost blown away by the strong winds just now. I held on to the lampost when it was too damn windy. In my mind was like, "ish, takkan ade tornado ehk?". Thought i was caught in the tornado or sumthing. It was so damn strong, that the dried leaves n rubbish were flying everywhere. And can see (and hear) alot of residents stuff dropped down to the first floor...

Fuh! Must be a rainstorm somewhere nearby.

Stanchkot!

Chpt 29: close to tears (part 2)

2009-04-22T00:04:00.007+08:00

"What's wrong dear? Is it about us?", he asked.

"I dont know. I just feel like crying. But nevermind, u go sleep k.", she replied.

"U think too much dear. Go and have ur rest k.", he said.

In her mind she said to herself, "ya, i think too much but still...haiz".

She has always been like this. She puts on a happy face every single day. But behind that facade, u wouldnt know how sad n depressed she is. She just didnt want anyone to worry about her.

She would want to share it with him but she just didnt know where to begin n she's scared that he wouldnt understand or that he would be taken aback. She didnt want any misunderstanding between them because he means the whole world to her and she didnt want to lose him just because of this. But how should she tell him that yes indeed, its about him that made her cry. Its because of what he did (didnt do/show) that makes her sad.

"This sucks."

How i wish there was something that i can do to make her feel alright.

Chpt 28: Almost here (part 1)

2009-04-21T00:34:00.011+08:00

hmm,

Why is she feeling so sad?

She herself bloody hell doesnt know.

...maybe coz she feels that her presence just wasnt enough for him...

Talk about appreciation huh

*sigh*

At times like this is when we get to know the real sumone.
"But its ok.", she said. "Honestly."

.she's crying off to sleep.hoping tmr will be a better day for her.goodnyte people.

Chpt 27: A&E

2009-04-19T22:42:00.013+08:00

Azmi met with an accident on the road early morning in case some of u doesnt know. Details at his blog. click here.

He went to Changi General Hospital's A&E with Hakim and i met them there. His pants were ripped and there was lots of blood. He was diagnosed with Scaphoid Fracture. His left hand got bandaged, so was his right leg. He also says some parts of his body is hurt too. He got 1 week MC till Sunday and he have an appointment again on the 28/4/09 to change his bandage on his hand into a cast.

I was half hoping it wasnt true when he called me at 8am. I was still groggy then. Took me some time to realize it was an emergency. I quickly bathe and got ready. I took the cab to CGH from Jurong.(ish,i know). Spent about 3 hours there i think. Sent Hakim home then sent vayvie home. I managed to snap a few pics of his bike. Her condition is very bad.

MORAL OF THE STORY: DO NOT, I REPEAT, DO NOT RIDE WHEN IT'S RAINING. (or when it just stopped rainning)
THANK YOU VERY MUCH.

The front was the worse.

The mirrors are cracked.

Imagine the impact...

The right side of his bike got the most impact.

I was having a bad migraine then but i didnt wanna show it much. It was about him today. I didnt go to work, instead i spent the whole day with him coz being there for him was more important than anything else. Please take good care of yourself k vayvie. Dont forget to take the painkillers if its painful. Dont worry about ur bike so much. U know u got me. We can figure something out k. Ur not alone. Miss you vayvie.

Tmr school. malas nye. more worried about azmi now. haiz

Chpt 26: Short

2009-04-18T01:44:00.002+08:00

hey,

Met him just now n by just seeing him, my mood become instantly better. No more being a bitch! Well, at least for the moment~ heh! He is the cure to all my problems... :)

Watched HOUSE @ iluma Bugis n we've concluded that it is a waste of time n money. Crap. I dont understand a single shit..

Going to work later at 12pm till 11pm... Argh, malas nye... Vayvie amek i alek leh? Plz? Pretty plz? :(

Going to sleep now..

I need a huge dose of "him" medicine again...

xoxo
Muacks

Chpt 25: Irk

2009-04-17T01:00:00.014+08:00

Just feel like being irritating today.

To whoever it may concern.

and

if ur thinking of something.....

Well ya,

WHATEVER...

Jiwa retak ar beb.

Anyways, i just dont understand how people especially girls like to take pictures of themselves with the same pose and post it on the web. I mean lain2 pose or at most two of the same pose can lah...but u post more then 10 of the same pose? u know what i mean ryte peeps? mcm mangkok btol.. bah! i'm being an irritant. Dont mind me for today.

Chpt 24: Pictures (updated)

2009-04-15T23:36:00.014+08:00

Overdue pix from work outing, songs of the sea, movie date and random vayvie pix..

Let the show begins...

First date with him this year.. ;)

movie date @ marina square

The "him" pix

the shadows highlighted his mus-kels. hehe

sedih

with flash

unda the void deck @ Tampines

the "eye"

Before his $10 haircut
(sorry vayvie..cant help it...nyeheheheheh)

with his new uniform :)
(mane yg u pakai beret nye?)

his fellow course-mates
(mate u mcm kene tumbok or lepas u makan udang je...heh! tetap kawaii...)

tyme botak2 dulu :)

songs of the sea

Oscar!! (gigi dino pe...)

all of us minus Kak Syah and Ainni
(will get the full range of outing pix soon)

Pre-wedding dinner @ Bedok

Birthday chalet @ Pasir Ris

...me and my BLUE cardigan...hohoho...

Okay...thats all for now..

mundane day though

tata titi tutu

...i learnt that LOVE, not time, heal all wounds... (motivational ad i saw in the bus just now...)

misssssssssssss u vayvie

Chpt 23: Random (updated)

2009-04-13T00:22:00.011+08:00

the fav amongst the lot of "him" pix

I like this pic :)

me and my peace sign again.

I look like ghost. farking white. i hate taking pictures. period.

Saturday pix after work with vayvie @ Marina Square while waiting for our muvie (Fast n Furious 4) to start...I slept in the middle of the muvie coz i was toooooo tired after going straight to Pasir Ris on friday night after work than have to do morning shift on that saturday. Muke bacin2.. heh..

Too bad i wasnt able to come early for the picnic thing with vayvie's friends. Seems like fun. When i come there after 12am, byk dah takde... Vayvie fly kite ehk? hehehehe.. I nak maen the remote control car yang kecik2 tu...

Gua kene buih uh beb. Skola start NEXT monday lah sey. Went to school today at 1pm (padahal start at 8am) then the school so the bloody quite. Saw Benjamin and he say school start next week lah. Haha...Padan muke aku. Tak tau tanye kawan2. So i deserve this face.....

=______________="

Anyways, vayvie came to Sentosa on Sunday nite coz i got the Songs of the Sea tix for free... Best jadi islanders nie....Smue free or discounted.. :)

Found this super cute cat clip...

hehehehehehehehehehe...

Chpt 22: Moody

2009-04-10T00:10:00.004+08:00

yaww,

Today sucked. (like again) Nasib ade vayvie to cheer me up. Kalau tak, jangan harap im going to turn up to work besok(fri). Everything is totally wrong just now. Malas uh nak elaborate. Buat saket hati je. Pfft.

Anyways, met wit vayvie (yey!) again today after work. Went to Mustafa Centre to find stuff for his bike and other stuff (v neck and round neck. Once opened, considered sold.. Heh!) and then to Bugis to eat at Tong Seng. We were "almost" lost inside Mustafa Centre.. Finding my blusher was a real chore. Pat Mustafa Centre takde, pat Bugis nye Watson pon takde. At last gi Jurong Point nye 24 hours NTUC...pon takde, so bought another brand nye...mangkok... I think only at Jurong Point nye Watson je ade...

Btw, the pic, vayvie has long long long sexy legs... Nyehehehehehe :p

Chpt 21: yey-ness

2009-04-08T23:52:00.007+08:00

harlow harlow

Just came back from meeting the favourite boy. He frigging cut his hair yesterday and i like it. Who says $10 haircut is not nice.... I say he's more handsome but he say no, he's more cute. Hehehe... Suke hati u lah vayvie.. :)

Yesterday we eat at Spize at Simpang Bedok and today we ate at Long John Silvers at Tampines Mall. Dap Dap. :D

Really happy to have finally met him.

Too bad that friday i had to work till late. Its Good Friday and expect big crowd at Sentosa. Malas nye. Takde staff nye pasal (padahal double pay nye pasal). Heh.

Chpt 20: Long day

2009-04-06T23:18:00.005+08:00

Tired. Long day. Launch of new menu. 1 + 1. Plus first day period. Ish...

Now im having heart burn. Pain.

Cant wait to meet vayvie besok.. :)

Chpt 19: First time

2009-04-05T23:28:00.004+08:00

I found it! *applause*

Was friendster hopping coz i was so bored to death and i came across this picture..

This was what he wore the first time i met him at Plaza Singapura.

Yey! :D

~Missing u so much now.~

Chpt 18: Save you

2009-04-04T21:40:00.003+08:00

Remember this pic vayvie?

I was still working @ Chinatown and u waited for me to finish work. Ahmad says, "Wah, cool pe dier. Hisap rokok rilek je...hahaha...tengok dier jalan..." U bought the vcd for ur dad. I really enjoyed myself immensely. and u look real good too. :)

I miss you.

It's Saturday and i'm at home doing nothing. Waiting patiently for him to msg/call me when he reached home which is after tomorrow. Wish time would move a bit faster.

:(

Chpt 17: "Mangkok" feeling

2009-04-03T23:18:00.004+08:00

Ish, so stressed up to the gills. Thurs confined, fri go home at 5pm den report back at jurong kol 7.30pm, sat guard duty, sun pon guard duty... Argh.! N the worst part, batt hp low. Cant bring charger... Fcuking shit! Sedih coz cant meet vayvie this weekend... Haish... So im gona work work work so as not to go crazy missing him...

I told him die die next Tuesday jumpe. Monday kasi dier rest coz faezah very baik tau, tak selfish...Hahahehehuhu..(gosh, im beginning to go bonkers, i wanna cry n laugh at the same time.) n im gona treat him to THE tom yam noodles at JP..he wants to try.. Confirm vayvie "lausai" (berak2) the next day... :D

Looking forward to next tuesday...hope2 takde pape jadi... Nak ehem2 him...(hug2 tite2 k...dont think dirty hor). Rindu teramat sangat. :(

~Otw back home just now, a couple of ang-mohs complimented me.. I heard... ^__^

Chpt 16: April Fools

2009-04-02T00:09:00.004+08:00

yo,

Who the hell invented this day? Why april the first? Why not April 2nd ke, May 6th ke, August 13th ke? Sumpah tak paham.

Didn't "disturb" anyone. April Fools day is a thing of the past. Tyme2 secondary school nye zaman. So passé.

Btw, the cheapest movie ticket is $6. It's all day long, applies to anyone (not only students) and no need to use nets or whatever. It's a new cinema named Film Garade(or Garnade) and its at iluma @ Bugis level 5. It's better than Shaw. Got standard. (or maybe its new?) haha..whatever it is, try to visit it soon coz it did mentioned, "Terms and conditions apply". (and i just found out, its only till 10 april.phfft.)

I miss azmi very much. Wish i cud do sumthing. Haiz. :(

Chpt 15: Acceptance

2009-03-31T23:16:00.005+08:00

"Learning to accept creates deeper appreciation for one another. Acceptance also means NOT being judgmental. Both of you are different creatures with different priorities and experiences, thus it is difficult for the other person to think and be like you."

Well said indeed.

Going to meet my "Forever-Friends" bestie tmr! (u know, the keychain thing, Cat has the other half!) Yey! Super rindu! Double Yey! Btw, she didnt know my hair is shorter. Hehehe.. Mesti terperanjat berok dier. Hehehe... Yey! :D

Btw, vayvie go excersice with his close friend malam2 buta. Haha.. Nanti he got muscles n six pack... Ryte vayvie? hahaha! Make sure u amek THE gambar k...u know i know what picture... i wanna see.. mesti "cute-mute-nye" Nyehehehehe... Good luck for ur final driving test tmr vayvie! Do ur best k? I know u can do it! :D

This week is beginning to look great. Seems i got off on a good start.

I like being happy.

...n Azmi makes me happy.

:)

Chpt 14: Happily Ever After?

2009-03-31T00:13:00.005+08:00

Chpt 14: Happily Ever After

hey all,

Work today was ok-ok..had a new manager name Madel. Abit weird n old. Haha. Anyway, the post today is about a show i saw earlier today titled, I Propose.

Who doesn't want a happy ending ryte? I hope this couple will last forever. I soo feel for them. :) She is a pharmacist n he is a music producer n both of them are hawt!

They have known each for 9 years since high school. He was a senior n she was a sophomore. She was the one who had a crush on him n even sanggop find out his time table n try to walk the long way to class so as to get a glimpse of him. (very sweet ryte?) They had to go to different colleges for 4 years but their relationship remains strong. He would send her little notes, poems n etc. (sooo loyal!) Then finally, they moved in together at San Diego. So he finally decided to propose to her. So many things need to be done in less than 4 days. And he does it alone, the preparation, calling a limo, renting a yatch, buying the flowers, hiring the photographer n etc.

The most poor thing is that he need to get the specific ring that his gf always wanted. He called alot of jewellery shop n they say the cant do it in 3 days. He was told that there is a shop which maybe will be able to do it n it was in Los Angeles. He had to drive 4 hours to be told that only maybe the ring will be ready after 3 days coz one typical ring usually takes abt 3 mths to be made, earliest is 4 weeks..and if halfway sumthing happened, the ring couldnt be sent on time... Haha..kesian dier..he was almost in tears. Nevertheless it was delivered in the nick of time before the yatch sails off. (phew!) When it was THE day, the gf was brought to the yatch with a limo. His theme was "Love Letters" and it is just like a prom setting. He's doing this coz he wasnt able to bring her to his prom during college. (Awww...) They had dinner on the yatch n he showed her a video he made all night about them..(very touching. She cried ok). Then they had dessert which then leads to the moment of truth. He told her to close her eyes n he bend on one knee in front of her. When he proposed, he was in tears. I think he really meant every single word he says. I too almost want to cry coz its soo romantic and sweet... And of coz, she agrees ryte... :)

I too wish to have a happy ending...which girl doesn't? ;)

(Sorry coz its kinda very long. There's alot more sweet things he did but im too lazy to type it out. Yey to those who finished reading it :D hehehe..)

Going to sleep hoping it will be sweet dreams. Nyte2!

Mish u vayvie. Tdo tak blang. Noty2 ehk. Gigit aru tau :p

Chpt 13: Hmm

2009-03-30T02:01:00.003+08:00

hmm,

I'm just pondering... Is it just me and my "sick-in-the-head-Imagination-run-wild" or it is just different now?

Argh

I don't wanna think too much..

I don't wanna think the "what ifs?"..

I don't wanna think the negative..

I don't wanna think at all..

*sigh*

(..maybe i should do just that..)

Chpt 12: Sick

2009-03-27T22:20:00.010+08:00

hey,

What a great day to be sick. NOT. Its Friday and its suppose to be "meet-vayvie-after-work-day" but i had to take half day off from work coz i'm sick. Totally suck.

My head was spinning and i vomited and "shitted" quite a number of tymes. Haiz. Think i salah eat or sumthing. Tak tau lah. I hate the feeling. People's perfume and the smell of coffee makes me wanna vomit. Imagine i had to stand at the counter and take customer's order. Mangkok. Cant take it anymore so i went home at 2pm. Mom was shocked to see me home soooo early. Hahahah.. Slept at home the entire afternoon. Felt abit better but still "vomitty" (is there even such word?).

Just a thought.

I hate knowing the fact that if a girl gives in tooo much, the guy will back off... If the girl play hard to get, the more the guy will chase u. Furthermore, giving in means being "cheap" and being hard to get means u wont lose anything. Thus, i think i pick the latter. (But me being me, i am very 'lembek' inside, so.... u'll know what i mean....).

AND NOW ITS RAINING.

LIFE IS GREAT.*snorts*

=/

bye

Chpt 11: The other half

2009-03-27T00:16:00.004+08:00

Chpt 11: The other half

I miss him.

Hope money issues doesnt come between us. I know financially, its really very tight for us this month.. But it doesnt matter if ur broke, if i have money, i dont mind paying..Serious.. U dont have to feel bad or anything like that.. Im paying not becoz of obligation... Even if we're totally broke, being with u even if we just lepak under the block(u look at me n i look at u) is worth it coz then i wont be missing u so much as i am ryte now. I hate that feeling and i think u should know why..

Mish u vayvie

Chpt 10: Michael's bday

2009-03-26T02:24:00.007+08:00

alo alo,

Today was great...celebrated michael's bday at palawan beach @ Sentosa...

Met up with vayvie earlier that day to pick him up at Tamp since i have nothing to do at home at around 7 plus pm. I bought for him OCK curry o' to 'alas perot' b4 going to the gathering. Then we proceed to habourfront to park his bike b4 going to raffles place by mrt to meet them there. It was supposed to be a surprise party so we bought food from LauPaSat (yum yum yum) n a cake from Breadtalk. We also bought beer as Michael loves to drink n when he's drunk, alot he can do, vayvie also knows about it too ryte? (but faezah didnt drink coz she's a good girl. Hehehe..) Went to sentosa n the whole gang was there..it was really great. Kak Syah then had to break the news that Steven had to go GH for the month n the other manager Lucille had been transfered to Jurong Point n we will have a new MIT...boring... Clock strike 12 and me and vayvie had the pleasure of bringing out the cake... I gave him a hair wax since he says his hair cannot stand up with the hair gel he's using at the moment... Pics from my hp will be uploaded later coz im blogging using my hp (cool pe)...We had to walked out of Sentosa coz they dont want to waste cab fare..haha..Very far..serious... Sweat like hell.. Reached home around 2 plus am...ouh ya, otw to his bike, ade orang jatoh dari bike dier at the U-turn in front of St.James..(gedebab, mcm nangka busuk lah..hohoho!). Being a good citizen, me and vayvie n sum other guy helped him up. Berat pe motor dier. N bukan nk ckp thank u ke, mangkok btol..think he's sleepy or drunk...

Thanks vayvie for the day. Really appreciate it alot. Hope u had fun too. Sorry u have to go home late...Muacks!

K nyte.

Chpt 9 : A day well spent

2009-03-22T14:09:00.008+08:00

(one meow)

Heys,

yesterday, i must say, is a day well spent.. I think i spend a whole 12 hours with my vayvie. Woke up, msg vayvie and watch SpongeBob Squarepants.. (Sandy eh gang, bukan Sally or Lisa k) Meet him at Tampines at around 3.30pm. We sat under his block for i think an hour or so coz it was drizzling and we can hear the thunder and see lightning.. Vayvie stanchkot... =p While we were there, a group of blanglas were fighting behind us. Haha. From playing around, to a real brawl. ~Ade satu bangla nak step hero Bollywood~ Their apek supervisor was like,"Ok2, stop fighting. Dont no need to talk"...(???) and i think he find them amusing. Hahhaa...

Thats him looking out =)

two meow2 =)

His phone. ~His hp wallpaper is me!~ Muacks

Went to Tampines Mall (in the rain) thinking to eat Long John Silvers.. while waiting for a seat, Vayvie friend Haiqel called. So we decided to go meet him and his friend at Bugis instead thinking to have lunch with them. Vayvie's stomach already growling...hahaha.. We ate at Long John Silver w/o his friends coz Haiqel's friend need to go home asap due to something i cant remember. haha.. (Sampai sejuk kite nye makanan nak tunggu dorg sampai..skali kena trick..)
Before he left, he asked us to come along to a pre wedding "dinner"at Bedok Reservoir. I was like wearing inappropriate clothings lah.. But nasib i brought along a cardigan. We went the long way to reach there coz vayvie takot ade ERP at some highway (his friend borrowed his cashcard). We reached there around 8 plus ( i think), salam Haiqel's parents and sat with Haiqel and his other friend Nana. Me and vayvie didnt eat coz we just ated lor.. Still "senak".. Just drank blue water (The water is blue, cool pe).. Vayvie VERY semangat nak Karaoke k... Ajak Haiqel to sing too, at first his friend dont want but at last he sang tooo... very sedap his suara and his dad k...(vayvie's pon too..takmo jealous) Vayvie sang this song that is playing on my profile ryte now.(Cenderawasi versi 2) =) Thought wanna show u the video BUT... i cant record it yesterday. ~HP buat hal lah beb. Mangkok btol. Argh~ Then we sat and talked crap.. I laughed my socks off about the "Wadeh joke" HAHAHAHAHAHAHA... Then we decided to go Clarke Quay to continue this prep talk.. I was very fun. Nana had to leave afterwards... One thing i wanna say to his friend, Haiqel,

“A soulmate is someone who has locks that fit our keys, and keys to fit our locks. When we feel safe enough to open the locks, our truest selves step out and we can be completely and honestly who we are; we can be loved for who we are and not for who we’re pretending to be. Each unveils the best part of the other. No matter what else goes wrong around us, with that one person we’re safe in our own paradise. Our soulmate is someone who shares our deepest longings, our sense of direction. When we’re two balloons, and together our direction is up, chances are we’ve found the right person. Our soulmate is the one who makes life come to life.”

and

“If you love someone, set them free. If they come back they're yours, if they don't they never were.”

Do what u think and feel is right k dood?

Vayvie and Haiqel sent me home. (Thanks!) Time checked, 3.38am

Vayvie ade muscle ke? ;p

I miss u already Vayvie =(

Chpt 8: Results

2009-03-20T15:28:00.003+08:00

Hey ho hi lo,

Woke up to 3 missed calls from a private number. Ingatkan si dier tu kan (He still hasnt pay up though). I told vayvie about it and he said if he calls and wants to meet me personally, i should say to him to pass it to vayvie instead. Hehe, goooood idea vayvie! ~Sooooo clever~

Anywhos, i picked up the call and it was Fara from school! Results are out! (Faezah very slow, so she dont know when her results are out). She was pissed that she failed the Maths 3A Exam, and it was her (and my) second attempt. I was shocked too lah, coz if she fails than most probably, me too lorh.. (She was more clever and hardworking than me. Serious gang.) And the thing is, if we fail for the second attempt, we will be kicked out of school seyyy.

A part of me say "YESS AR...MALAS NAK BLAJA LAGI SIOL". Yet, another part of me say, "ALAMAK, MAMPOS KALAU PAPA TAU. APE AKU NAK BUAT LEPAS NIE EHK?".

And guess what, i checked the e-mail sent early this morning AND.............

and.......

I PASS LAH CHEETAH!!

HAHAHAHAHAHAH... mcm tak percaya gitu... Serious

3rd year, here i come

=/

Gonna get ready after this to meet my vayvie at Tampines. Where to go eh? Any suggestions? Dinner? Movies? Chill2? =)

Btw, me and vayvie going to the Adidas Warehouse Sale tomorrow! For those who didn't know about it, its from 20-22 March 2009 @ Expo Hall 5B 11am-7pm daily.

ok go.

Chpt 7: Appreciation

2009-03-17T23:55:00.004+08:00

hey ho,

Today the weather was so freaking humid that i sweat like hell at work (in a air-conditioned room, mind u). Fuhh!! Thought it's gonna be cold since it was raining heavily in the morning... Skali kena twrick...Lol!

Anywayz, i wanna say to my Vayvie thank u for making time today to accompany me to Bugis to find accessories, even for a short while and i know ur tired from work. Though nothing caught my eye, it was worth it coz i get to see u n eat dinner..If not, i would not be eating at home...Thank u Azmi dear! I mish u vayvie... Muacks!

~Bouncey.Bouncey.Lighter.~

;p

Chpt 6: AZMI VAYVIE

2009-03-17T00:31:00.011+08:00

Chpt 6: Azmi Vayvie

Hey yaww!

I love the post on vayvie's blog! It's so sweet... Nice editing! Love the butterflies! Hehe! Muaaaacks! Thank u vayvie!

Patience IS virtue!

~I've always been true. I've waited so long just to come hold u. I'm making it through. It's been far too long. I've proven my love over time so strong in all that i do. The stars in the night, they lend me their light, to bring me closer to heaven with u.~

He's the one who captured my heart right from the start. Even before i met him, listening to his voice or reading his messages makes me have butterflies in my stomach. Meeting him for the first time, with his guitar slinged over his shoulders n his bag on another n with his jacket n "veri nice" t-shirt n his green shoes n with that hair n not to mentioned, the way he walks (i still remember k), he makes my heart beat rapidly and my hand all sweaty...even till now...

Miss u vayvie

U rawk my world...

xoxo

=)

Chpt 5: FatherMuckers

2009-03-16T12:29:00.005+08:00

heys,

Ish! Extremely angry n agitated n pissed n whatever associated with the feeling(s) of wanting to kick sumone's (whose initials is A.H n lives in woodlands) bloody ass...Fuck!

Why was i SOOOOO Stupid?! *smacks forehead*

Relieved to have nothing to do with that MF n his family anymore.. gosh..

Godamit...

What a wasted 2008.

Pffft.

Chpt 4: Home Sweet Home

2009-03-15T22:49:00.005+08:00

Hey cheetahs,

wondering why i like to use that word cheetah? Haha, Donnoe? mcm best gitu. (ok crap)

Anywayz, today kan, today was BORING with the capital B. Stayed at home je. Never meet my vayvie coz he's lazy. =p hehe. no lah, it's raining... Mom keep saying to dino wabbit,"Kesian honeystar dier dah siket. Takde orang nak beli". She said that coz i was suppose to buy Honeystars yesterday but tengah menggatal, mane ingat benda lain kan vayvie...? Hehehe.. So i decide to go JP myself since i am craving for Tom Yam Noodles. Yum2 or should i say Dap2.. *wink2*

Btw, i hate it when people dont mean what they say. and i wanna say one thing, DONT MESS WITH ME. I can be more psycho if i'm pissed..

ONE MORE THING, I WANNA SHOW TO THE WHOLE WORLD WHO MY VAYVIE IS!!!!! (besides his friends lah)

remember him?

Azmi Vayvie

HE'S BACK!

AND HE'S MY VAYVIE!

at last, my dream came true..

(reading Ms Marlia's blog knocked my socks off! LOL..)

k bye

Chpt 3: Hawtstuff

2009-03-15T04:25:00.006+08:00

Chpt 3: Hawtstuff

Hey hey hey!

~my much anticipated short hair~

Wonderfully terrific day well spent. Loves it! I miss u! Today was just superbly great. Hahaha.

First, vayvie picked me up around 4pm n we went to VivoCity.Look around at the computer store 4 interesting PC games. Bought a thumbdrive 4 Michael coz he asked me to buy 4 him at the IT fair but wah piang alot of people..claustrophobic lah sia...lol. Then meet his bestie n his gf and then off to Pasir Ris nye chalet..while crossing road to his vehicle, nampak vayvie friend and his partner...hehe... Eat eat eat then donnoe where to go...haha..mcm biase jugak... So we lepak2 nye his block when suddenly...~jeng jeng jeng~ kite kene screen lah cheetah... Luckily the policewomen is very baik..haha..n i think i gave false information..i gave my old hp no. Cant remember lah...haha..after that, go home lah..3am already la seyy...

Vayvie was looking hawt just now.. hahaha... now waiting 4 him to reach home safe n sound before i go nite2...

~I miss u still. Den how?~

K bye

Chpt 2: coming soon

2009-03-14T04:08:00.004+08:00

Alo alo,

I just came back from an extremely unsatisfied date with vayvie...(only u know i know).

Was working from morning till abt 4pm then went to meet him near his house. Chill awhile unda the void deck then decided to watch muuvie at marina square, since its free parking...

We watched the movie titled Coming Soon. Super super super ~did i mention super~ SCARY. Not recommended for the faint hearted. This malay girl sitting directly behind us keeps on shouting even at the littlest things..Even vayvie shouted mcm pompan..(hehe, muacks!). I "hate" the ending..hahaha...u have to watch it then u will agree with moi.. We had supper after that at Macdonalds at Forum Gallaria. Then headed home but we sat n talked at my void deck abit before he sent me ryte up to outside my house...scared lah gang...huhu...

K la cheetah, i will post more tomorrow n i will upload some of the pix i taken at work with my new hair..haha..i want to teman my vayvie coz he cant sleep..some stuuupid kid is "eyeing" his xanados..

K bye

Chpt 1: Brand New Chapter

2009-03-12T22:23:00.003+08:00

Heylo all =)

This is my 3rd and hopefully my final blog!~

yippie! *jumps out of chair and falls on butt*

ouch. hehe~

I wont die of boredom anymore! =___=

btw, i cut my hair and there is only one word to describe it.... FUZZY...

I really feel hairy with this hairstyle.

hohoho.

will take a picture of it and post it soon k cheetah.

LMAO~ (uncrunchy biscuits?)

k bye.